Where do i start?

Let me start at the end, which is now the beginning. Doesnt make sense? let me explain. I am 42 years old. I just got a divorce after being married for 26 years. I have only been with one woman for the past 27 years. I'm kinda lost and need people to talk to, but im also going through so many changes as i cycle through the first stages of being single that i thought it would help yo write it down and discuss it with others. I got married to my high school sweet heart. We starting going steady when i was 14. We dated for about a year and then got married when i was 15. After 20 something years i thought we had it made. I thought we had the perfect fairytale. I guess i was wrong. Today is Dec. 3rd 2016, the judge finalized our divorce Nov. 22nd 2016.